Confused Much??

Have you ever felt so confused that you decide you rather just stop thinking altogether? College does this to me just about every day. Since I was 16years old, I've had a life plan. And in the last month that plan has literally dissolved before my eyes. I've always planned on becoming a social worker, it was just what I thought I was born to do. But in August I flew down to Arizona and everything changed. I had a talk with my Aunt Migaela and left Arizona with a new desire to become a nurse. So I switched my classes to start my Prerequisites for the rigorous program.

And then the confusion just kept getting worse. I got a list of opportunities for internships and everything seemed to be spinning away from my "set in stone" plan. I might leave for internships, becoming a nun (hehe), and now I once again have no idea what to major in! Nursing seems great, except I don't know that I can take it. When I got some blood tests last week, I got seriously queasy looking at the blood and needles. I don't know about you, but that seems like a serious flaw for someone who would be surrounded by that everyday!

Moral of the Story... I'm Lost.
Any Suggestions??

Hello Blogging World

I've been amazed by the greatest blogs and I wish my life was as cool as some of the ones that I follow. Megan Abel, what can I say about this girl's blog? I cry, I laugh, and I absolutely love to read her blog. And Haley Eldredge may live in Boston, but I always feel closer to her when I read her blog. And maybe my blog wont be as great as theirs, but I'm willing to give it a shot.

In the last 18 years I've moved a time or two, and for now I live in Orem, Utah. The last three years I went to high school and had the most amazing times of my life. I met my best friends, Autumn and Emily, who know me more than most. I also fell head over heels for a boy who was my best friend and completely amazing. I mean not only did he take me to sophomore prom, but senior prom as well. And high school came to an end on graduation day! Class of 2010 :)

But now, I am in a whole new world. I'm a freshman at Utah Valley University and I've never been so confused with life. I don't understand boys, professors or even my major. All I can hope is that I will soon be able to figure out this mess they call life.