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40 Days of Torture

Okay how many people out there have heard of HCG? It's that crazy diet where you take drops, injections or spray and you can lose up to a pound a day! Sounds great, right? Oh ya, there's just one other thing.....You can only eat 500 calories a day. Who would be stupid enough to do this?? Oh wait, that would be me! I started hcg on May 1st and I'll be done as soon as I hit 40 days or my goal weight. I'm hoping my goal weight comes a lot sooner than that, because I don't know how much more I can take. The upside and is that I have lost 12 pounds so far, and that means only 16 more to go! My goal this week- start to exercise as much as I can handle. I'm hoping that this will stop my stalled days and that it will make it easier for me to incorporate exercise once I'm back to a normal eating style. Thats it today, but I'll post everyday so that I have someone to be accountable to!

Confused Much??

Have you ever felt so confused that you decide you rather just stop thinking altogether? College does this to me just about every day. Since I was 16years old, I've had a life plan. And in the last month that plan has literally dissolved before my eyes. I've always planned on becoming a social worker, it was just what I thought I was born to do. But in August I flew down to Arizona and everything changed. I had a talk with my Aunt Migaela and left Arizona with a new desire to become a nurse. So I switched my classes to start my Prerequisites for the rigorous program.

And then the confusion just kept getting worse. I got a list of opportunities for internships and everything seemed to be spinning away from my "set in stone" plan. I might leave for internships, becoming a nun (hehe), and now I once again have no idea what to major in! Nursing seems great, except I don't know that I can take it. When I got some blood tests last week, I got seriously queasy looking at the blood and needles. I don't know about you, but that seems like a serious flaw for someone who would be surrounded by that everyday!

Moral of the Story... I'm Lost.
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Hello Blogging World

I've been amazed by the greatest blogs and I wish my life was as cool as some of the ones that I follow. Megan Abel, what can I say about this girl's blog? I cry, I laugh, and I absolutely love to read her blog. And Haley Eldredge may live in Boston, but I always feel closer to her when I read her blog. And maybe my blog wont be as great as theirs, but I'm willing to give it a shot.

In the last 18 years I've moved a time or two, and for now I live in Orem, Utah. The last three years I went to high school and had the most amazing times of my life. I met my best friends, Autumn and Emily, who know me more than most. I also fell head over heels for a boy who was my best friend and completely amazing. I mean not only did he take me to sophomore prom, but senior prom as well. And high school came to an end on graduation day! Class of 2010 :)

But now, I am in a whole new world. I'm a freshman at Utah Valley University and I've never been so confused with life. I don't understand boys, professors or even my major. All I can hope is that I will soon be able to figure out this mess they call life.